oh hello there. it's me, again. and you're on my blog. welcome. :)
i'm kinda not into writing the finest intro at the moment but i'm dropping by (agAIN) to say a few things, as stated on the title of this blogpost.
i think this blog has kind of became a diary, where i drop some things to tell to my future self, that may also be applicable to the person reading every post. (err.. if there's still someone out there reading)
i'm planning of reorganizing the entire blog and how i'll be layout-ing everything especially my posts. so let's all be patient and hope that i actually get my hands to do that.
anyways.
i'm already on my second year of college. (TWO MORE YEARS AND I'M OUT, FELLAS) still in the same spot and introvert self but i'm getting used to it and appreciating it more. i'm trying to be more open to experiences that make me really anxious (for me, it's swimming classes. lol. :( ) and i'm kinda starting to get myself together. well, i have to keep trying.
i'm also trying to view life and some situations positively. i'm done with giving and overwhelming myself with the littlest problems. (byebye, negativity.)
i'm also starting to play the kalimba! and i can say that i'm doing a great job that my old self would probably shocked if she knew.
and now, i'm here. wrapped in my blanket, in front of my laptop, trying to get this message out.
looking back at my old (now unpublished) posts and drafts, i realized that. . . sis, ang messy. so much feelings. i've been too focused and occupied by the negative side that i didn't appreciate the great ones that much.
now that i've got my attention in the present, i noticed that. . .
1.) i've gotten... older. (oh man.)
and that i'm turning twenty soon. (^ oh man. part two)
2.) i could say that i've gotten a bit more mature than before. (you go, man.)
3.) and i've been feeling very blessed. wait, i am very blessed. (*yellow heart*)
and i have a few realizations and thoughts to share.
surround yourself with the people you love the most. don't forget to be thankful and make them feel loved. because they really deserve it.
being an introvert may have its pros and cons but it is not a bad thing.
your thoughts about certain things are not always accurate.
feelings are valid. having all these mushy and uncomfortable feelings tell you that you're alive and you're growing.
kapag gusto at gugustuhin, kakayanin at mahahanapan mo ng paraan.
be open sa bagong interests at hobbies. malay mo may makita kang puzzle piece na makakatulong sa pagbuild mo sa sarili mo. plus, yung thought na may natry at naaccomplish ka bago yung certain age/event in life. . . is really good.
appreciate every little thing in life. focus on something that makes you feel "yellow".
think of what happened and what's been up around you lately. think of the happiest moments.
think of what made you laugh, what made you felt good, what made you felt loved and important, and think of how great and how much you've improved at the moment.
and know that whatever is bothering you, will eventually pass and you'll get over it soon.
yun lang. :)
thank you for reading. goodbye. :)
